tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2087237221306569202024-03-14T04:22:10.018+08:00Lonely BoracayYuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.comBlogger60125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-32828690363958248242008-07-05T19:37:00.005+08:002008-11-13T12:34:08.578+08:00Devastated<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SG9qJ7XoD0I/AAAAAAAAACU/t92OUfr1c2o/s1600-h/062220082100.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SG9qJ7XoD0I/AAAAAAAAACU/t92OUfr1c2o/s320/062220082100.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219507211933847362" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SG9qKLE9DdI/AAAAAAAAACc/SEPHMuYYLAo/s1600-h/062220082099.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SG9qKLE9DdI/AAAAAAAAACc/SEPHMuYYLAo/s320/062220082099.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219507216150498770" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SG9qKefPudI/AAAAAAAAACk/zEtdWk4pWXA/s1600-h/062220082102.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SG9qKefPudI/AAAAAAAAACk/zEtdWk4pWXA/s320/062220082102.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219507221361048018" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SG9lfPRZydI/AAAAAAAAACM/5bjyNeC1rsE/s1600-h/062220082098.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SG9lfPRZydI/AAAAAAAAACM/5bjyNeC1rsE/s320/062220082098.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219502080495569362" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SG9f5Xyn9NI/AAAAAAAAACE/z5X6sm0uOKA/s1600-h/062220082097.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SG9f5Xyn9NI/AAAAAAAAACE/z5X6sm0uOKA/s320/062220082097.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219495932389225682" border="0" /></a>Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-88482608517944704882008-06-24T21:12:00.003+08:002008-11-13T12:34:08.714+08:00Rainbows<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SGD1_M1GVfI/AAAAAAAAAB8/B2vG5OZqAWU/s1600-h/060620082001.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lngQSYz25UM/SGD1_M1GVfI/AAAAAAAAAB8/B2vG5OZqAWU/s320/060620082001.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5215438834619536882" border="0" /></a><br />Rainbows are really mysterious. Do you know how rainbows are formed? That's the question my officemate asked and I answered. Of course, scientifically speaking I know the answer and that is how I explain it to him. It made him a little confuse so I wont bother explaining that in here.<br /><br />But really, how are rainbows formed? Why does it bend like a bow? Why do rainbows appear after a rain? Bow shape and Rains, is it why they gave it that name?<br /><br />There is a myth that there is a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow. But would you find it? Nah. Never! But I think it is true...<br /><br />Rainbows usually give us something to smile about. It can lighten our moods when we are feeling bad. Rains bring me bad moods and rainbows kind of take that away. I just hope that there is always a rainbow after every storms...Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-87312573876272973122008-06-18T14:28:00.003+08:002008-06-18T20:21:45.853+08:00And Then There is One<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.nba.com/media/finals2008/bostcel_587_080617.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://www.nba.com/media/finals2008/bostcel_587_080617.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />As the NBA Playoffs Slogan for the 2008 season says "THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE", it happened. The Celtics won their 17th Championship - a record in the NBA, eliminating the LA Lakers in game 6 of the NBA Finals.<br /><br />The road to glory was not that easy for the Celtics, they played a postseason record of 26 games downing the Atlanta Hawks and Cleveland Cavaliers in 7 games, and the Detroit Pistons (my team) and the LA Lakers in 6. That road was tough (rough).<br /><br />I would like to congratulate the players, the coaches, staffs, management and the whole Celtics organization and their loyal fans for winning trophy No. 17.<br /><br />Congrats to:<br /><br />Finals MVP Paul Pierce who played all out even through injury - he definitely deserves this. He deserves this not only because he is the best player in this series but because he has played for the Celts the longest, through thick and thin, ten long years of winning and losing. Now he had it all, he deserves this.<br /><br />Kevin Garnett - the Celtics Anchor, the Defensive Player of the Year, the man with the most extreme behavior, the man with the toughest work ethic. He had it all. MVP of 2004. Defensive Player of the Year this year. 11-time All-Star, future hall of famer, regarded as one of the best power forward in the history of basketball, etc, etc. He had it all except championship. He now has it. Congrats! LOL Charles Barkley...<br /><br />Ray Allen - the sweetest shooter I've ever seen since Reggie Miller. Multiple All-Star Appearance, Olympic Gold Medalist. One of my favorites. He now has a championship of his own - the battle of best UConn Alumni is even (in terms of championships), both Rip and Ray are now Champions.<br /><br />Rondo and Perks - being a starter alongside the Big Three. Showing that you belong in their company.<br /><br />The Celtics Reserves - special mention to James Posey, best player from the bench in this post season - not by statistics but by the intangibles he brings in games. To everyone for playing their damn best night in and night out, for 106 regular and playoff games combined.<br /><br />To DOC - for being there the last four grueling years - along Pierce, for guiding this team to its legacy and winning tradition. For keeping up with his players. For being a great coach.<br /><br />To Danny Ainge - for pulling a miracle in the pre-season bringing the Big Three together along with the other important pieces of the championship puzzle - Posey, Brown, Cassel.<br /><br />The Question now is...What lies ahead?<br /><br />Lakers will still be there especially with Bynum<br />Detroit is on a revamp - expects to still be strong<br />West will still be the Best<br />Draft Night, who will be Number One<br />Trades - ???<br />Beijing Olympics - U.S. Roster<br />etc,<br /><br />P.S.<br /><br />what about Pacquiao?Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-26182105806313171032008-06-16T16:53:00.004+08:002008-06-16T18:37:33.958+08:00Friday the 13th ba ngayon?Ang alam ko unang una Monday ngaun...13th nga nung friday pero wala namang nangyaring masama. Maybe it is the aftermath, maybe un ang masama. Kahapon isang tao ng subcon namin ang nalaglag sa bubong, around 10meters high more or less. To give you a better picture, 4 storeys. Tapos kanina naman may napako, nangingisay na raw, natetano ata. Ngayon naman 30 minutes na lang before mag-uwian eh may tao pang nalaglagan ng bakal sa ulo. May hard hat na un ha, pero nabasag daw pati hard hat. Eto nakita ko nga duguan ung ulo. Anak ng Jueteng naman oh.<br /><br />Tapos ang malas ko pa. 5 na nga lang kaming engineer dito eh malas pa. Yung isang engineer may sakit na di mawari. Ang description, di raw makalakad at di raw makatayo. Sobrang sakit daw ng likod, matanda na kasi eh. Yun dinala sa ospital. Tapos yung buhos ko pa delay-delay kasi una dahil kay idiot tapos eto pa tinopak pa raw generator ng planta. Anak ka ng...ewan. Bottom line is, ako mapapagalitan. Kontrolado ko man ang sitwasyon o hindi, ako lagi na lang ako. Asar!<br /><br />Umulan pa!!! Huhuhu...Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-48005261356676982322008-06-16T15:32:00.002+08:002008-06-16T16:50:53.356+08:00Depressing...Magtatagalog ako in this one ha...<br /><br />Nakakainis na kasi talaga eh, nakakasama ng loob. Minsan di ko na kaya, gusto kong sumigaw, gusto kong magwala, gustong magbasag ng mga gamit. Basta kahit ano para mailabas ko galit ko. Ang hirap talaga para sakin ng nagtitimpi. Na tinatago, or sinu-suppressed ung emotions ko. Naiipon sa loob ng dibdib ko, eh payat ako (mejo) kaya para gusto ng sumabog.<br /><br />Hay!!! Naaasar talaga ako...<br /><br />Ang hirap ng sitwasyon na ikaw ang masisisi sa mga bagay na, although responsibility mo eh, wla ka namang control. OO, wala na halos akong kontrol sa takbo ng trabaho ko, sa area ng responsibilidad ko, sa mga taong nasasakupan ko. Lalong-lalo na yang mga taong yan. Di ko na sila kaya kontrolin. Wala na akong authority over them. If I want to stress my authority over them it will be me who will become stressful. Nakakasama ng loob kasi masisisi ka sa mga bagay na di mo napagawa on time, dahil ano? dahil di ka sinunod ng subordinate mo. So pano mo didisiplinahin yung taong yun? Ako, as much as possible ayaw ko na mangibabaw dito yung pagiging mainitin ng ulo ko. I tried, always, to be patient. Maging mahinahon sa mga bagay at pagkakataon na normally ay ikinagagalit ko at ikinatataas ng dugo ko which results to me being so loud, as in loud, sumisigaw on top of my voice. Malagong pa naman boses ko pag galit kaya nakakatakot din siguro. Ayoko nun eh. As much as possible I want to be professional and be civil to my subordinates. Tao rin naman yang mga yan eh.<br /><br />Oo nga na pag nasa construction ka dapat medyo astig ka, siga, mataas ang boses, boss. Syempre ganun ka dapat umasta kasi superior ka eh. Pero I always try na makisama sa mga tao ko. Gusto kong ibahin ung norm. Gusto kong gawin nila ang mga bagay na inuutos ko dahil nagtitiwala sila sakin, nirirespeto nila ako, naiintindihan nila ang trabaho ko at trabahong pinagagawa ko sa kanila. Ayoko ng susundin nila ako dahil lamang sa takot. Although, I wish I could have both in them - fear and respect. Respect sa position ko at nalalaman ko, takot na baka mawalan sila ng trabaho. Hehehe!!! Di naman ako ganung klase ng tao na basta basta na lang magtatanggal, pero I wish I have the authority to do it para mangilag din naman sila kasi kung hindi malabo talaga na mapasunod mo sila. Mabuti pa yung mga nasa lowest ranks as in laborers and skilled workers show you some respect, follow your orders though not all of them kasi nga meron pa ring mga pasaway eh. Unlike ung mga supervisors nila na ayaw na talagang makinig sa amin. Kesyo mga bata pa kami. Bago lang kami sa construction at sila eh 20 yrs na dito or dito na halos nabuhay. The point is, yun na nga eh, kaya ka nandyan for that long kasi (hindi naman sa pangmamaliit) yun lang yung nalalaman mo. So in our part sana naman paniwalaan nyo kami kasi baka may mga bagay kaming nakikita na di nyo nakikita. May mga bagay kaming nalalaman na bago kung kaya't di nyo alam. At kung ipagpipilitan nyo ung nalalaman nyong dati pa mula sa kanunununuan nyo pa eh hindi na talaga kayo aangat kasi di kayo mag-iimprove.<br /><br />Isa pang kinaiinis ko is ung Ratings nila. Yung ratings nila sa trabaho nila. Yun na nga lang yung pinanghahawakan mong alas para mapasunod sila eh mababaliwala pa. Mababaliwa dahil pag di nila gusto yung ratings na ibinigay mo sa kanila eh magrereklamo, worse mag-iinarte at sasabihing uuwi na sya...sana nga pinauwi na lang. Sana nga, kesa naman sa pagbibigyan at babaguhin yung rating para lang wag na umangal. Kun sa bagay ok lang naman yun, wala naman sakin yung rating kung babaguhin natin eh, pero my point is sana naman sinabihan di ako na babaguhin ung ratings. Medyo nawala tuloy yung authority ko dun sa tao. Ano ngayon, magmamalaki sya na di ko pala sya kaya or na pinapanigan sya ng mas nakakataas sakin. Ah ewan! Ang hirap na tuloy lalo ng kalagayan ko kasi lalong nawala yung kontrol ko sa tao pero ang malupit pa run is hahanapin pa rin sayo ung kontrol na un. Panu mo nga magagawa un kung masyado ng mayabang ung tao? Masyado ng malaki yung ulo. Wala na, malabo na.<br /><br />Ano, sigawan ko? Murahin ko pag di ako sinunod or may maling ginawa? Isumbong ko sa boss ko? Una at pangalawang tanong, hindi ko gagawin ito as much as possible. Pero ginagawa ko rin naman minsan. Pero ano, walang epekto to panigurado lalo na sa kanya. Sa klase ng tao, ugali nya. Kausapin mo ng mahinahon, sa mababang tono ng boses at pinkamalumanay na paraan ng pananalita, eh ikaw pa itong tataasan ng boses. Iirap-irap pa sabay talikod habang nagsasalita pa rin ng kung anu-ano. Ni hindi nga to nakikinig eh. Siguro darating yung time na magkakasigawan talaga kami. Nakakatakot un. On my part natatakot ako sa sarili ko sa kung ano ang pwede kong mabitawang salita kasi baka di ko na mapigilan pag sumobra na ang topak ko eh. Pangalawa nakakatakot ung tao na yun kasi may history yan na muntik na nyang hatawin ng kahoy ung isa nyang engineer dahil sa namura rin sya. Eh gago pala sya eh, di naman siguro sya mamumura kung matino syang tao eh.<br /><br />Konting tiis pa, malapit na matapos tong project. I'll keep my head up high. Mayabang, taas noo. Di ako papasindak sa gaya nya. One day susunod din sakin yan when I have all the powers that I need. if the day comes na wala pa rin epekto yung powers na un, its either the company fires him or anyone in his likeness or I'll resign. Of course I'll make it sure na I will be worth choosing. Baka naman ang yabang ko eh di naman asset ang tingin sayo ng company. Baka mas pinahahalagahan pa nila yung ganung klase ng tao kesa sau. Ah ewan. Matagal pa yun.<br /><br />Balik tayo sa bagay na nakakadepress. Nakakadepress when you are being pushed. Challenge yun actually and it makes your adrenaline high so masaya dapat yung mood. Pero kapag ganun tao nga ang subordinate mo as mentioned above, mawawalan ka ng gana. madidepress ka kasi nga ganito: Di mo magawa ung bagay because of "Idiot" - lets call him "idiot". So mapapagalitan ka. Ngaun napagalitan ka, babawiin mo sana sa ratings yun para naman sumunod sya sau. Pero ano babaguhin ng boss mo yung ratings so wala di rin yun susunod sau. magiging malaki ulo ni idiot at pag inutusan mo uli di ka na talaga susundin kasi ang tingin nya sau "wala". Isang malaking wala. Susunod lang sya sa boss mo. So alam mo un, kaya naman isusumbong mo sana sa boss mo na di sumusunod sau si idiot. Sasabihin naman ng boss mo, "kontrolin mo yan, konrolin mo yan". Panu kaya un eh ikaw mismo nag-alis ng kontrol na un sakin. Tapos babalik tayo dun sa mapapagalitan ka, kesyo ganto, kesyo ganyan. Irarason mo na ang dahilan ay si idiot. Di naman nya pagagalitan o pagsasabihan. Di man lang nya kakausapin about bakit nagkaganun. Tapos ang mapapagalitan is ako. Ibabaling din nya ung sisi dun sa isa pang tao na mejo kamote pero mostly wala namang kasalanan sa pangyayari. Mejo kamote lang talaga kaya nagiging excape goat. Di ko maipagtanggol kasi mali rin un. Unfair nga lang ang mundo kasi ang kasalanan ng isa sa iba nasisisi - including me.<br /><br />There will be a time na susundin din nila ako, and when that time comes, di ako babawi over what happened now, ako ay ako, kung ano na ako when that time comes yung ang action ko, either maging tyrant ako at pagsisigawan ko siya upang sumunod or I'll be calm as a wind only stronger in force kaya susunod ka hampas ng hangin ko or else you'll fly and say babye.<br /><br />One day mangingilag din yang mga taong yan lalo ka na idiot. Sasabihin mo sa kanila ito "yan si engineer loko yan eh, yan ang nagbigay sakin ng rating B, malupit yan". Di ko babaguhin un. Anyway I rate accordingly...being just I guessed. Mejo hindi na nga fair kung tutuusin kasi pinagbigyan ko tong si idiot pero si kamote hindi. Kawawa naman.Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-72990529493686403662008-06-13T09:36:00.003+08:002008-06-18T20:22:56.168+08:00Independence Day<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.flagsofallcountries.com/Asia/Philippines/superbandera2-philippines_hw.gif"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://www.flagsofallcountries.com/Asia/Philippines/superbandera2-philippines_hw.gif" border="0" /></a><br />Yesterday was the Philippine Independence Day. I was just unable to post this yesterday but starting today this flag will be here in my Blog and my future blogs. I may change the actual flag if I find a better picture.<br /><br />Happy Independence Day! - belated...Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-47243545392199793312008-06-13T08:24:00.003+08:002008-06-18T20:25:52.399+08:00Welcome Back BoraI am back here in Bora...huhuhu...no not really huhuhu! I am quite happy now, or say the least not so sad. I am once again...secret. Hahaha!!! Uhm, this is still the same old me, or rather the same "young" me. I am eager to work now, there is only 1 month and a half left for my deadline - that is to finish all structural works.<br /><br />I will work at my full capacity though yesterday I was late. I woke up late. My body is not yet used to waking up early - been waking up this past few days past 9:00am in the morning. I think I can do that. I think that by next week I will be back to the same condition as when I left for vacation. I am even planning to be better than that and I will do that - kind of inspired eh!<br /><br />Anyways, welcome back bora...I will embrace you now more than I have embraced you before. there is little time left for my stay here and so I'll make use of it to the fullest.<br /><br />"I will never know when we will part...But I know I'll keep coming back to you..."Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-65197354045238322522008-06-08T09:32:00.003+08:002008-06-18T20:28:01.769+08:00Last Day in BoraLandDate: June 6, 2008<br /><br /><br />Today is my last day in Bora. I'm going home - at last!<br /><br />I still worked. Did the same things as I do everyday. Took a look at every phase of work that I supervise. Talked to the people whom I supervise. Told them that I am going home. I told them that I will leave everything to them.<br /><br />I spent some time with Lennart, well mostly because of the turnover of works. Asked him to take care of everything for me.<br /><br />I will be leaving the site by 12noon. There is still plenty of time. We spent it watching NBA Finals Celtics-Lakers Game 1, the celtics won.<br /><br />It is past 12:00 now. I am bound to go. This is my last day in Bora. Today I'm going home.<br /><br />Today is my last day in Bora...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Well, not quite...I'll be back here by Wednesday. Hehehe!!!Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-39209616672649304892008-06-05T14:17:00.001+08:002008-06-05T14:22:32.544+08:00Dumb di dum di dumdi dumbDumb bi dumb dum di dumdum dumb bi dum di dum... At last!Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-58141919946398482622008-06-04T18:16:00.004+08:002008-06-18T20:32:03.655+08:00My CollectionIt is very frustrating when you're trying to collect something and then suddenly you are unable to have one of those, maybe because you miss it during its launch, out of stock, or simply lose it. It is very frustrating and irritating. Asar!<br /><br />It is more frustrating when you know that you can't get another one when you lost something especially if it comes in series.<br /><br />Well, in my case, I have been collecting my payslips since I started to work. I have lost one because my officemate tear it and I was unable to keep that teared portion until I lost the whole payslip.<br /><br />Earlier, my boss gave us our payslip for the month of April (meaning two pay period = two payslips). I put it in my pocket along with the cheque given to us by our Big Boss (for our allowance). Also in my pocket was my shades. When I was searching for my pen which is usually placed in my pocket, I noticed that my payslips were not there. Immediately I was able to comprehend that I lost it somewhere when I took my shades out from my pocket. I rushed to the area and I saw a piece of paper being blown by the wind. I rushed to it and knew that it was my payslip. There was only one. I tried to look for the other. I looked like a fool like finding a needle in a haystock. I looked for almost 30minutes. There were no workers at that time since it was breaktime. When they arrived, I stopped. Frustrated as I was, I just didn't have that much patience to continue.<br /><br />It is still frustrating to miss one of your collections...Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-19378586139420607662008-06-04T11:43:00.003+08:002008-06-18T20:33:11.827+08:00My Own LyricsI wish that I could write my own lyrics. I have been posting songs here, thoughts from other people. Their thoughts for someone to whom they dedicate their song. I wish someday I could write my own lyrics to dedicate to someone so dear to me. I wish I could create words that will be pleasant to her ears. Something so nice, makes you forget that it is only me who wrote that. I wish I could write my own lyrics that will tell the story, my story, tell it all in just a few lines. Very few. I wish I could. I think I could. I know I would.Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-75476066867650964242008-06-04T11:39:00.002+08:002008-06-04T11:40:05.007+08:00Confusion Monster<span><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:-1;color:#000000;"><b>Crawling</b> - Linkin Park<br /><br />crawling in my skin<br />these wounds they will not heal<br />fear is how I fall<br />confusing what is real<br /><br /><br />there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface<br />consuming/confusing<br />this lack of self-control I fear is never ending<br />controlling/I can't seem<br /><br /><br />to find myself again<br />my walls are closing in<br />(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)<br />I've felt this way before<br />so insecure<br /><br />crawling in my skin<br />these wounds they will not heal<br />fear is how I fall<br />confusing what is real<br /><br />discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me<br />distracting/reacting<br />against my will I stand beside my own reflection<br />it's haunting how I can't seem...<br /><br />to find myself again<br />my walls are closing in<br />(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)<br />I've felt this way before<br />so insecure<br /><br />crawling in my skin<br />these wounds they will not heal<br />fear is how I fall<br />confusing what is real<br /><br />crawling in my skin<br />these wounds they will not heal<br />fear is how I fall<br />confusing confusing what is real<br /><br />there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface<br />consuming/confusing what is real<br />this lack of self-control I fear is never ending<br />controlling/confusing what is real</span></span>Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-62124562861395599422008-06-04T10:31:00.002+08:002008-06-04T10:40:49.904+08:00SuccinctSuccinct<br /><br /><ol class="sense"><li> clearly and briefly stated; terse</li><li> characterized by brevity and conciseness of speech</li></ol>Synonyms: Concise, Brief<br /><br /><br />I just stumbled upon this word when I was reading an article. So complicated is the word that it is very much opposite to its meaning.Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-85092788241680596012008-06-04T07:32:00.004+08:002008-06-04T07:44:25.953+08:00ConfusedStill confused...<br />after days of thinking.<br /><br />Too many days<br />that is what made me confused...<br /><br />I don't know now...<br />I'll just wait for whatever happen...<br /><br />I do not know<br />what else to say...<br /><br />So confused...Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-44898577527844431772008-06-03T09:43:00.002+08:002008-06-03T09:53:11.495+08:00Changes In My Life<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="">I was not so happy<br />Being lonely living without you<br />So i prayed so hard for your love<br />In my heart i needed you<br />Then i looked up in the sky<br />And im thinking why oh why<br />These are all the many changes in my life</span><span style=""><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="">After all the caring and the laughter<br />No one is like you<br />I am not a preacher with a sermon<br />Im so in loved with you<br />Coz to live without your love<br />Like the sun that shines above<br />Is the magic of the changes in my life</span><span style=""><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="">And i never forget your love<br />You and i we were meant to be<br />Sweet as rain falling from the sky, you and i<br />These are all the many changes in my life</span><span style=""><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="">Listen to these words i want to give you<br />On our love so true<br />Dont forget i love you and i need you<br />I’ll always be with you<br />So just look up in the sky<br />And you’ll find out why oh why<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="">These are all the many changes in my life<br />These are all the many changes<br />These are all the many changes<br />These are all the many changes in my life<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="">These are all the many changes<br />These are all the many changes<br />These are all the many changes in my life</span></p><br />I wrote something about this song way back in 2004 when I was in my dormitory...I just cant find the notebook where I wrote those things. It's kind of lengthy and I cant remember waht I wrote, but I think it is nice. What I wrote is nice...Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-79393297392958753742008-06-03T09:26:00.004+08:002008-06-03T09:50:01.319+08:00Cool Off - Yeng Constantino<span style="font-family: arial;font-size:100%;" >Wag ka munang magalit</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Ako sana’y pakinggan</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Di ko balak ang ika`y saktan</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Hindi ikaw ang problema</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Wala akong iba</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:";font-size:100%;color:black;" ><br />Di tulad ng iyong hinala</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:";font-size:100%;color:black;" ><o:p></o:p></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:";font-size:100%;color:black;" ><br /><br />S</span><span style="font-family: arial;">arili ay di maintindihan</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Hindi ko malaman,ano ba ang dahilan</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Nang pansamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:";font-size:100%;color:black;" ><br />Minamahal kita,pero kaylangan ko lang mag-isa</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:";font-size:100%;color:black;" ><br />Ay para rin sa ating dalawa</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Wag ka sanang lumuha</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Sana`y intindihin</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Ito ang dapat nating gawin</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Upang magkakilala pa</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">At malaman kung tayo</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:";font-size:100%;color:black;" ><br />Ay para sa isa`t isa<o:p></o:p></span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Wag mong pigilin ang damdamin</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Sa aking pagkawala,makahanap ka bigla ng iba</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Ngunit pakakatandaan</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Na mahal pa rin kita,pero kaylangan ko lang mag-isa</span><o:p style="font-family: arial;"></o:p><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Ay para rin sa ating dalawa</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:";font-size:100%;color:black;" >Ahh yeah……..<o:p></o:p></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Sarili ay di maintindihan</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Hindi ko malaman,ano ba ang dahilan</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Nang pansamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Minamahal kita, pero kilangan ko lang mag-isa</span><o:p style="font-family: arial;"></o:p><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:";font-size:100%;color:black;" >Ay para rin sa ating…<o:p></o:p></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Ay para rin sa ating dalawa..</span><span style="line-height: 115%; font-family: arial;font-family:";font-size:100%;color:black;" ><br /><br />Ahh yeah ahh wooooooooooooo</span><span style="line-height: 115%; font-family: arial;font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span><span style="font-family: arial;"> </span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br />"Wala lang narinig ko lang kaninang umaga..."</span>Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-53805532606471814042008-06-03T08:44:00.005+08:002008-06-18T20:36:28.172+08:00Early Tiger<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://static.flickr.com/51/147474762_b7af3d57e8.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: pointer" alt="" src="http://static.flickr.com/51/147474762_b7af3d57e8.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />It was so early in the morning, just past 8:00am but I was no longer in a good mood. Well anyways it has been easy for me to shift moods every now and then for quite some time so I guess this bad mood of mine will eventually be gone when I am again in the mood for work - as of this moment I am in the mood to write blogs. Hehehe!!!<br /><br />My bad mood was caused by people who were kind of authistic. Those people that I am talking about are those whom I think no longer think for themselves and just wait for other people, their superior maybe - that's me in my situation, to give them order. Kind of like push button mechanisms. Robots.<br /><br />I also hate those who are "pilosopo" or maybe I am not sure if he is pilosopo or is just not thinking at all.<br /><br />I also hate those who are whining very loudly about something but actually there is nothing.<br /><br />Well anyway, what should I do? What can I do? What can I do about these people? None!!! But I think I can do something about my mood. At least now I can.<br /><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">"If people only believe that I can be better - that is with respect to my mood swings and my violent behavior, it would be easier for me to do so"<br /><br /></span>But for now I am happy that I can...and I am...better.<span style="FONT-STYLE: italic"><br /></span>Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-78567001356308504672008-06-03T08:17:00.004+08:002008-06-18T20:39:46.020+08:00Unprotected Screen ProtectorI asked my brother to buy me a screen protector for my notebook PC. He bought an all-sizes screen protector (need only to cut the size for your screen). Since they are in manila and I am here in boracay we needed LBC for the delivery. The package was sent maybe about two weeks ago.<br /><br />Though it was already two weeks since I got the package, It was only yesterday that I put the screen protector on my notebook (kind of lazy me). The package was left almost untouched since I received it and it was just left in our room.<br /><br />The screen protector being that sensitive was damaged by my negligence. It already had some dents and folds even before I was able to put it on my screen. Not only that, when I was to put it in my screen, I found out that the patterns or lines drawn as a guide for cutting the screen size was different than the size of my screen. So I just drew my own pattern. But before that, I folded the screen protector once again. When I was cutting it, I dont know what happened, maybe I wasn't paying attention but my cutting wasn't right and so it has crooked edges.<br /><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">It was kind of silly that I wasn't able to care of something that is supposed to protect something for me.</span>Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-62563286360285212772008-06-02T17:49:00.000+08:002008-06-02T17:51:24.697+08:00sis ming uy o<center><a href="http://www.zwani.com/graphics/i_miss_you/"><img src="http://images.zwani.com/graphics/i_miss_you/images/103.gif" alt="zwani.com myspace graphic comments" border=0></a><br><a href="http://www.zwani.com/graphics/i_miss_you/" target="_blank">I Miss You Graphic Comments</a></center>Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-84252105018204626252008-06-02T15:50:00.003+08:002008-06-02T17:48:33.384+08:00Pizza for LunchThere is no new dish in our canteen. The same kind of food as what we always eat for lunch, everyday, for one year now. We don't like it. We don't want it this time. That is why we, the four of us, decided to order some yellow cab pizza.<br /><br />18 inches Manhattan Meat Lovers!!! 12 slices divided to 4 persons equals 3 slices each. I gave 1 slice of pizza to my capataz because he went inside the office and it is kind of unethical and greedy not to share some...Fortunately Henry always cant eat all three slices and so he gave his last slice to me but unfortunately our timekeeper suddenly entered the office and grabs the last slice...I told him it was mine so we just cut it in half.<br /><br />Pizza (Yellow Cab) is always associated with my stomach having LBM after eating it for Lunch or for Dinner. I think I am experiencing it now so might just cut this off and continue with my blog tomorrow. Better leave now...hopefully my stomach does not continue to be this way until tomorrow like my previous experience regarding yellow cab...Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-34397685238373132952008-05-31T18:26:00.000+08:002008-05-31T18:55:15.991+08:00Still A Pistons FanI just dont like the idea of switching teams, being a fan of this one then the other one the next year because thier better and your team lost, then choose again another when there is another team who is much better. I like the idea of sticking just to one team. It will feel more exciting to really be a fan of a team for a long time and then they won it all. It would be as if you really are a part of them i guessed. Kind of like the idea of those Ginebra Fans - some even since birth.<br /><br />I was a fan of the Portland TrailBlazers when I became a true NBA fan. That team was composed of Arvydas Sabonis, Scottie Pippen, Rasheed Wallace (now Detroit), Steve Smith, Damon Stoudamire, Detlef Schremf (not sure bout the spelling), Brian Grant, etc. I really like that team. I think it was 1999 - 2001.<br /><br />Then I became a fan of the Mighty but Fragile Sacramento Kings from 2001 - 2004. That team composed of Chris Webber, Vlade Divac, Peja Stojakovic, Dough Christie and Mike Bibby with Bobby Jackson, etc<br /><br />I really like those team until they broke up.<br /><br />Now I have been a fan of the Detroit Pistons since 2004 when they became NBA champions. I like sheed (Wallace) at that time and really hate Shaq that is why I rooted for them in the NBA Finals against the LAkers. Hate Shaq until now - ruined Phoenix.<br /><br />Since that NBA Finals I have liked the Pistons. They haven't change much of their lineup since then. Only Ben Wallace is not with them today. Their core is intact. So as long as not much change be made, I remain a Pistons fan. They may have their revamp. They might have major overhaul. I'll wait for it and see then I'll decide if I'll stay or if I'll go - to where I do not know that is why it is more likely that I'll be loyal.<br /><br />Keeping Flip or Flipping? I like Flip, he has carried this pistons to three conference finals appearance - only to lose. Kind of disappointing. That is why his job is in jeopardy. I'll just wait what will happen. What Joe Dumars (the man) will do. If Flip stays I'll be happy. If he goes I bid him goodluck and thanks and hope his replacement would surpass his underachievements.<br /><br />The Core? Keep Rip, Tayshaun, - they'll be there for quite some time. Billups is good. Keep him maybe, can be traded if there is a great deal. But most likely keep him. Rasheed - still good but should have someone to replace him in the rotation, maybe someone who is younger, stronger. Not sure if he should still start. Keep him. McDyess, keep him. Very good role player. Have someone replace him in the starting lineup. Much better off the bench.<br /><br />The Bench? Untouchables: Rodney Stuckey - up and coming. Jason Maxielle - heck of a player.<br /><br />Team must have? True Center. Sheed is a power forward. McDyess is PF - great off the bench. Three Point Threat. Someone who has a lot of energy - Energizer. Someone to give them boost when having droughts. Someone like Manu. Great Young Guys - someone to continue the legacy.<br /><br />Who Should be Kept? Joe Dumars is a lock. He should be there for decades. He is a hell of a general manager / president of BO.Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-90659879032383590182008-05-31T17:20:00.000+08:002008-05-31T18:24:42.058+08:00SAD - Dream MatchupSuper<br />Asar<br />Detroit<br /><br />Detroit Pistons just got eliminated in the NBA playoffs to the eventual eastern conference champs Boston Celtics - who will face the LA Lakers, the werstern conference champs.<br /><br />It was kind of like a dream match up of the two squads who have been rivals in the 1980's. It will surely be phenomenal.<br /><br />The loss wasn't really that much disappointing. The Celtics have been favored to win the NBA title from DAY 1 - from the acquisition of Kevin Garnett. It's just that the pistons are once again in that position but just cant finish.<br /><br />I think it will still be fun. I also liked the celtics - a lot of people do. I like Kevin Garnett even in his days in Minneapolis. I like Ray Allen - the sweetest shooter in the league for years now since the departure of Reggie Miller. I dont like Paul Pierce back then when he was the lone star of Boston - he is a ball hagger, trigger happy. I like him now though. I liked how he changed his game. I like now the way he shares the ball. He is I think Mr. Celtics right now. I like Boston Celtics as a whole - their lineup.<br /><br />The Enemy: LA Lakers<br />Kobe Bryant. LA is Kobe. Kobe is LA. Nobody would disagree, I guess. Kobe is Kobe. He is the man. This is his team. What more can I say - a lot more. I think that it really is his team now. He has somehow became their leader and not just their superstar. Back then it was a debate of who's team it is. Shaq's or Kobe's. I think it was LA's. Nobody should own the Lakers except Dr. Buss and the people of LA. No, really. What I am trying to emphasize is that Kobe is the leader of this team. Without him the team cant win the NBA Finals. They might not even be in the playoffs by the way. Now that he has a lot of support - super support from the likes of Pau Gasol, Lamar Odom, Derek Fisher and the rest of the guys. I think they could win it all. I also like kobe. I just hated shaq back then (and always) that is why I did not become a fan of the lakers. Now I like the lakers.<br /><br />Boston or LA?<br /><br />I like both teams. Both teams have their stars. Both have talent. Both have depth. Both is hungry for a championship. Both is aggressive.<br /><br />I want to take the side of the celtics because I have been their fan since Day 1 (its just that I want to be loyal to the pistons of which I have been a fan of since 2004 when they beat LA in the Finals) and they are the ones who beat Detroit. It is a rule among players to root for the team who beats you and pray that they win it all so could say - the champs are the ones who beat us.<br /><br />But after thinking for sometime, I decided to take no sides. I'll just watch and enjoy the game. I am a Pistons fan - until their core disband but until then I'll be loyal.<br /><br />No body knows who will win it all. I like the idea of both winning the title.<br /><br />Kobe and Derek Fisher of LA already won it thrice. James Posey of the Celtics won it once - with the Heat. The other player is Cassel - with Houston when he was a rookie.<br /><br />Maybe they'll continue this rivalry until the end of this decade. I hope not - Go Pistons Go.Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-73098901832012536592008-05-31T16:50:00.000+08:002008-05-31T17:07:13.523+08:00Still SickToday is saturday - almost 5:00PM. Way beyond the working hours (no overtime on saturday - working hrs from 7:00am - 4:00pm only). I am still here at the office. Working. Not quite but still I am here. I should have been in bed by now. Resting. Relaxing.<br /><br />I am still sick. Its been three days that I have been like this. I have dry cough and also feeling a little hot - as in having a fever. But I am still here. Waiting for my last concrete pouring. There should have been none - it should have been stopped earlier because the workers no longer want to continue, too tired. So am I. But my boss doesn't want to. He has a point. I understand that if we're not going to continue today, we will be delayed in our schedule.<br /><br />I think my streak of BL is starting once again. The pumpcrete have another problem while I was pouring on slab. Luckily I was able to finish that area. It must have been a disaster had I not. But the pumpcrete can no longer transfer location and needs to go back to the batching plant for repairs, so I was left with my colmuns not poured.<br /><br />We explained it to our boss but he still wants us to continue. He said that we could use the crane. We could, but our workers doesn't want to continue. I asked my capataz to persuade his workers, after much negotiation they agreed. But, our EIC (Equipment-In-Charge) told me that the crane cant operate in that area because there were many obstructions.<br /><br />Now, I just want to pour on to the main entrance slab and finish it as quickly as possible. The mixer is not yet on site. Still have to wait a little longer.<br /><br />I want to have a good rest now. I am the one assigned to work tomorrow and I really need that rest. whoo...Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-13839504036485319592008-05-30T16:00:00.000+08:002008-05-30T16:15:18.725+08:00International High IQ SocietyHehehe!!!<br /><br />Just kind of having fun during my free time. I tried this IQ test online from the International High IQ Society. To become a member, you need to score above 124 (IQ rating). I took the test and after completing the 36 question test I got a rating of 117. Woah!!! I though that maybe if I try again I will have a better result because I assumed that the questions wont change. If that is the case I will find the questions easier compared to when I first took it. So I did. Once again I took the test but to my surprise, none of the first subtest (6 questions) is similar to what I took earlier. So I thought that these are just random questions among a list of many questions. There were some that was repeated, 4 or 5 questions maybe. I finsihed the exam and got a result of 128. YEHEY!!! I passed. I can now become a member of this society. But!!! To my surprise once again, there is a lifetime membership fee of minimum $79 payable thru credit card - i don't have one. I still want to be a member though so when I have my credit card I will join this society, for what reason - none.Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208723722130656920.post-36738069593014229522008-05-30T10:36:00.001+08:002008-05-30T10:43:22.319+08:00142That is my IQ according to iqtest.com. Their test was not that hard. Really just to measure the IQ. Use only your common sense. But the difference in this test than the other test I encountered is that they consider the time you spent in answering their questions.<br /><br />I am not sure if this IQ rating is high enough and this may not really be accurate for me because of what happened when I was answering it. Our internet connection was suddenly cut when I just finish the test that resulted in me taking another test. Of course, I have already read the test and I just remember my answers to it therefore I have a faster time this time than when I first took the test so it may have affected my reatings. Anyways, I just did it for fun...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"Intelligence alone is not enough to measure a man's worth"</span>Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11401532476105984094noreply@blogger.com0