Makita kang Muli

Makita Kang Muli

Sugar FreeRefrain:

Bawat sandali ng aking buhay

Pagmamahal mo ang aking taglay

San man mapadpad ng hanging

Hindi magbabago aking pagtingin

Pangako natin sa maykapal

Na tayo lamang sa habang buhay

Maghintay..

Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pagibig

Maghintay ka lamang ako’y darating

Pagkat sa isang taong mahal mo

Ng buong puso

Lahat ay gagawin

Makita kang muli, makita kang muli,

Makita kang muli..

Puso’y nagdurusa, nangungulila

Iniisip ka pag nagiisa

Inaalala mga sandali

Nang tayo ay magkapiling

Ikaw ang gabay sa akin tuwina

Ang aking ilaw sa gabing mapanglaw

Tanging ikaw..

Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pagibig

Maghintay ka lamang ako’y darating

Pagkat sa isang taong mahal mo

Ng buong puso

Lahat ay gagawin

Makita kang muli, makita kang muli,

Makita kang muli..

The theme song of Panday...I wish I was kind of like this person who will do everything just see his girl...his love. I am not. I am in a dilemma of going home to be with my family especially the love of my life for even just a couple of days or three and staying here in Boracay to work. It is always hard to plan when to file a vacation leave for I will always be needed here on site. Afraid of leaving my duties to other people's hands and then coming back with almost nothing accomplished during the time that you are away and having somany problems when you comeback for you to solve even if you have no idea whatsoever of what really transpired when you are on vacation. That is the case that I am mostly afraid of.

It is really a pity that I have to choose to stay to work. Always telling myself that it won't be long before my work here is completed and that I will have free time for a vacation. But that may not be good. That short time may be too long especially now that I am experiencing problems with my relationship.

Yup! I have a very bad problem with my relationship as of now. I don't want to solve it just by talking on the phone. I think it is of no use. We've been trying to do that ever since the first problem arised. What happen is that we always agree to just forgive and forget about whatever happened. But what really happens is that we just end up piling all our problems. We are just hiding what we really feel inside hoping that everything will be just fine until we meet again. However, everytime we have conflicts, even the smallest of issue, turns out to be a big problem because the feelings that we hid inside always comes out on that situations and when it does, the feeling is 3 times or more. That is why I always burst in anger. Shouting. Cursing. Saying things I wish I did not. Hurting her in the process.

I hate that even though I have this kind of problem, I still chose to stay.

When will I ever come home...when will I ever have the courage to do what must be done...I am not Panday and I should be a lot better than that.

Maghintay ka lamang...ako'y darating...